cap.

there are these really high pitched noises in this song.. but they're in the background. it's bothering me. something tickles my right ear at times when i listen to music. some fucking ghost or something. stop it. i suspect my hair though. writing is no longer difficult. it's now the easiest part of my projects.

i'm a robot. apparently i'm on the dean's list.

slowdive - souvlaki

this is what a balloon feels like. happy until somebody with a needle comes by.. and pop! you burst into two or three pieces. and you fall to the floor. on the floor you sink some more. you do your best to keep from sinking too deep. but that just makes you sink some more. then you fall out from the bottom. and float down the same way leaves float down. then mr. leaf meets mrs. foot. and crunch. a couple more pieces and the sinking begins again. but you're sinking the other way now.

toilets.

i want to say.. something punched me in the neck like.. 30 seconds ago. and it still hurts. something like.. this coupon i have for 40% off any one regular priced item. i'll spend it on glue or popsicle sticks. you know. so i can sniff the glue. or i can wish that box of 1000 popsicle sticks wasn't a box of 1000 popsicle sticks. maybe.. a box of $1000. that's be better. but then i'd have this useless box to deal with. small children are fascinated by boxes. i know i was. that.. and toilets.

floor brain.

a couple days ago, i was 90% sure that when we sleep we all end up in the same place. this time coach green came after me with a bat. but as it turned out. he was really angry with the mexican kid standing behind me. so me, the mexican kid who i've never seen before, and coach green just happened to be in the same place at the same time. and my brain was laying on the floor when i woke up. lying on the floor. i don't care.

confidence

merriam-webster says:

Confidence

Main Entry:

¹con·fi·dence

Pronunciation:

\ˈkän-fə-dən(t)s, -ˌden(t)s\

Function:

noun

Date:

14th century

1 a: a feeling or consciousness of one's powers or of reliance on one's circumstances confidence in her ability to succeed> confidence> b: faith or belief that one will act in a right, proper, or effective way confidence in a leader>

2: the quality or state of being certain : certitude confidence of success>

3 a: a relation of trust or intimacy confidence> b: reliance on another's discretion confidence> c: support especially in a legislative body confidence>

4: a communication made in confidence : secret confidence>


no retarded piece of paper is going to bring me down. unless i'm a rock without a pair of scissors.

vomit.

i'm very good at giving myself motion sickness. you have no idea. constantly going through flythrough animations over and over and over.. and then over one more time right before you really feel like vomiting because your head's spinning is a very good way to spend your sundays. it's sort of like church.. but not really. because i feel like vomiting. but if you feel like vomiting after church.. you probably shouldn't be going. or you should be going to another church. one more inclined toward your strange satanic rituals. or the other way around. the important thing here is.. nobody vomits. unless you have an eating disorder or worms. i have neither. so to me.. vomiting isn't enjoyable and it can be easily avoided since there's no freakish pig worms in me.

i really feel dizzy though.